June Ed and I will be married a year already and I seriously cant believe it. Seems like we have been threw so much as a couple already. I know people doubted us and the things we did but look how it worked out. People thought we were stupid for getting married so fast. But honestly you just know when its right. Ive thought it was right with other people but it always turned out crappy. Not with him I just knew. And we got pregnant so fast and I know people were even more shocked. Well some people ran their mouths like that's why we got married. Well that's not true because we didn't find out till fathers day which was a couple weeks after he left for FMTB. But look at us now. We have came so far. Not once have we ever listened to what people say because at the end of the day they are not what matters. We have each other. I cant even begin to explain the feelings I have towards him. When he says I love you I feel like its the first time all over again. I didn't even know it was possible to have those same feelings for someone like the first time over and over again. I never had a person finish my sentences or say the same thing at the same time or say what I'm thinking. And not only do we have each other we have this beautiful little girl that we brought into this world. I look at her and I look at him together and it seriously just melts my heart. She looks at him like I love you Dada your my world. And that means the world to me. Esp bc my dad was always so in and out and still is. So I just cut him off bc now that ryleigh is here I don't want him to talk to me and be around here and then all of a sudden grandpa is gone and shes asking questions. Its not fair to her and I will protect her to the fullest from the world.
For example when she got her ears pierced ed held her bc I was already a nervous mess. After she had such a tight grip on his finger. It was like her saying daddy protect me I need you. It seriously melts my heart. I couldn't be happier with the bond the two of them have. A daddy means a lot to a little girl!
I really want our first wedding anniversary special. And I hope it is. Some days I think how it sucks that we never got to have a actual wedding. And I would love one. But honestly it doesn't matter to me when it comes down to it. All that matters is two people who love each other are one. Hes my best friend the only man who melts my heart. His an amazing father and husband. Hes my best friend my hero my husband : ) I love you love bug! Your my everything
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