Tomorrow is my birthday :) Ill be 22 an old woman! lol. But its not even a big deal to me. Theres nothing big I want to do and I didn't ask for anything from hubby. I just want to relax tomorrow and were cooking steak on the grill. But I think after 21 its kind of like ok well no biggy till my 30th b day lol. I'm happy thought bc they switched eds days. He only worked 2 days this week anyway but it was set up funny. So now he worked yesterday and works today then he is off for 4 whole days! And he isn't on call this is much needed family time! I think I'm also thinking my birthday isn't a big deal because we have so much other things going on that's going to fun and exciting! On the 30th we will be together a year! (married a year in June) The time has gone so fast! This weekend they have Holland Happenings and theres a parade and street fair so we will be doing that on Saturday. It'll be a lot of fun! Friday is our day to grocery shop and laundry blah BUT instead I get the best Mother's day gift ever! Ryleigh and I are doing a Mommy and me session. The photographer does amazing pictures and I'm so excited to capture this time with her. She's my world. It's also suppose to be so nice out Sat and Sun and that will be very nice. Sunday we were going to do the Zoo esp since its nice but now I'm not 100% sure because we have such a busy week already! Can't wait!!
Our Easter was very nice. We went to church on base ryleigh was very good and we got so nice comments on how cute she is. The service was very nice. We saw another Corpsman Ed works with and invited him over to eat dinner. And another corpsman that Ed went threw boot and school and now stationed together came too. And my brother in law invited another couple and their baby. All though 3 of the people were last minute we didn't care at all. This is how I see it we have the food anyway and everyone is friends why would anyone want to be alone on any holiday? I wouldn't want to be. So we came home and did ryry's basket. We pulled everything out one by one and we made it such a big production so she looked at us like really mom and dad but then started smiling; Then the boys got put to work they peeled and diced potatoes for home made mashed potatoes which I was so thankful for because I HATE doing that. Dinner was so amazing! My brother in law after cleaned the kitchen and did dishes didn't even have to ask him and it was very nice. It was nice having our family and our military family. Very blessed!
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Saturday, April 23, 2011
EASTER!!!!
Tomorrow is RyRy's first Easter. And it's also Ed n I. I'm so excited. Everything is different when you have your own little family. I love it so much!
We gave her some stuff early a few weeks ago and her pink basket with yellow grass is all ready to go for tomorrow! Can't wait! We plan on going to church here on base. As long as Ryleigh is in a good mood lol. She decides everything. Then come home to give her her basket and eat dinner. Yummy! We also wrote a letter to the Easter Bunny (well momma did) and I wrote one back from the Easter bunny. I know she will never remember any of this but one day she can look back on it. I know ill be taking tons and tons of pictures and everything like cards and the notes I wrote ill be putting in a scrap book for her. I want to do these things so she can look back at em. It doesn't matter if she is only 2 months it means a lot to me.
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!
We gave her some stuff early a few weeks ago and her pink basket with yellow grass is all ready to go for tomorrow! Can't wait! We plan on going to church here on base. As long as Ryleigh is in a good mood lol. She decides everything. Then come home to give her her basket and eat dinner. Yummy! We also wrote a letter to the Easter Bunny (well momma did) and I wrote one back from the Easter bunny. I know she will never remember any of this but one day she can look back on it. I know ill be taking tons and tons of pictures and everything like cards and the notes I wrote ill be putting in a scrap book for her. I want to do these things so she can look back at em. It doesn't matter if she is only 2 months it means a lot to me.
HAPPY EASTER EVERYONE!
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
New person
Maybe its just a mental thing but I swear today with out the IUD I feel mentally emotionally physically better! I feel much happier and not crampy anymore. I'm so glad that's all it was.
Hubby is off next 2 days : ) I'm so glad he doesn't have to work 3 days in a row. I know that doesn't seem like anything. But the things is working 12hrs plus 3 in a row is like pushing it. He gets home and goes right to sleep and then gets up we eat and back to work. So I'm glad that he doesn't have a 3 day stretch this week! Its looking decent out right now so we were thinking about the park and maybe some ice cream.
I'm SOOOO excited for Easter. I went and bought Ryleighs Easter stuff today. Mind you I bought her things a couple weeks ago for Easter but of course I didn't wait and put it in the basket she already got it all. lol can we say spoiled?!?!?!
I use to say only one kid then I said two. I deff want more kids one day. Not soon but one day. But deep down I worry that I wont be able to have the same amount of love like I do with ryleigh. Will I be as excited for every part of pregnancy and all the first? That sounds awful but its what I think about. I have so much love for ryleigh. She amazes me so much with each and every little thing she does. Shes so sweet. When she lays on me she just clings to me. Like momma don't ever let me go. And that seriously just melts my heart. I want to cry thinking about it. Its the sweetest most loving thing Ive ever experienced. We made this little bundle of life. I get so emotionally over it because its amazing and I love her so much!! momma loves you ryry!
Hubby is off next 2 days : ) I'm so glad he doesn't have to work 3 days in a row. I know that doesn't seem like anything. But the things is working 12hrs plus 3 in a row is like pushing it. He gets home and goes right to sleep and then gets up we eat and back to work. So I'm glad that he doesn't have a 3 day stretch this week! Its looking decent out right now so we were thinking about the park and maybe some ice cream.
I'm SOOOO excited for Easter. I went and bought Ryleighs Easter stuff today. Mind you I bought her things a couple weeks ago for Easter but of course I didn't wait and put it in the basket she already got it all. lol can we say spoiled?!?!?!
I use to say only one kid then I said two. I deff want more kids one day. Not soon but one day. But deep down I worry that I wont be able to have the same amount of love like I do with ryleigh. Will I be as excited for every part of pregnancy and all the first? That sounds awful but its what I think about. I have so much love for ryleigh. She amazes me so much with each and every little thing she does. Shes so sweet. When she lays on me she just clings to me. Like momma don't ever let me go. And that seriously just melts my heart. I want to cry thinking about it. Its the sweetest most loving thing Ive ever experienced. We made this little bundle of life. I get so emotionally over it because its amazing and I love her so much!! momma loves you ryry!
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Much better!
I feel better already! I have been having issues w my IUD since I got the thing in. Mood swings like crazy! (poor ed) Non stop bleeding severe headaches. I went to the OB today and it was all bc of the stupid IUD so I got it out and was put on the mini pill. I still have a little milk so my doctor gave me a pill to help the production so we should see how that goes!
Today we got a package from Eds mom and dad and his me maw. They got ryleigh tons and tons. Mind you my mom her nannie got her a play gym and walker. Shes so spoiled! They got her a sailors outfit thats a dress for girls! Its to die for its so cute! I cant wait to see her in it. Im thinking of getting pictures done in that. She got two adorable dresses tons n tons of clothes a bib socks headbands a bunny. And we got home made fudge candy BUCKEYES! yummy! They dont have them out here. They also got me money for my b day which was super sweet. Its no nice that everyone gets a long. His parents and me maw are awesome and they love ryleigh to death. My mom and stepdad also spoil ryleig like crazy! Shes such a lucky little girl!
Of course today was nice out when ed has to work! ugh why does it always work out that way? Hes off tomorrow and thursday and Im looking forward to time with him. Who knew I could be so happy with someone just being in each others company? Thats honestly how it is. I think sometimes he thinks we have to go to dinner or somehing for me to be happy. So not true. I enjoy doing little things and making memories with our little family. Going for walks going to the park I love movie night. Its so fun. Omg I never knew I couldl love two ppl so much its insane!
So off subject ed and I are so sure there is a ghost in our house! lol. When I was in the hospital giving birth to ryry we got so many visitors esp bc ed works there and has friends. Well the day shift crew went in together and got us a beautifuol thing of flowers w a butterfly thing and a card and a balloon that said its a girl. Mind you ryleigh is 2 months the balloon is still floating. It was in our kitchen after I cut if off the flowers. NO LIE it is now upstairs and Ed nor I touched it. I thought her took it upstairs and he thought I took it upstairs. It just floats in her room usually above her crib. ITS SOOOO CREEPY!!!!!!!!!
Well Ryleigh is getting sleepy so time for bed night!
Today we got a package from Eds mom and dad and his me maw. They got ryleigh tons and tons. Mind you my mom her nannie got her a play gym and walker. Shes so spoiled! They got her a sailors outfit thats a dress for girls! Its to die for its so cute! I cant wait to see her in it. Im thinking of getting pictures done in that. She got two adorable dresses tons n tons of clothes a bib socks headbands a bunny. And we got home made fudge candy BUCKEYES! yummy! They dont have them out here. They also got me money for my b day which was super sweet. Its no nice that everyone gets a long. His parents and me maw are awesome and they love ryleigh to death. My mom and stepdad also spoil ryleig like crazy! Shes such a lucky little girl!
Of course today was nice out when ed has to work! ugh why does it always work out that way? Hes off tomorrow and thursday and Im looking forward to time with him. Who knew I could be so happy with someone just being in each others company? Thats honestly how it is. I think sometimes he thinks we have to go to dinner or somehing for me to be happy. So not true. I enjoy doing little things and making memories with our little family. Going for walks going to the park I love movie night. Its so fun. Omg I never knew I couldl love two ppl so much its insane!
So off subject ed and I are so sure there is a ghost in our house! lol. When I was in the hospital giving birth to ryry we got so many visitors esp bc ed works there and has friends. Well the day shift crew went in together and got us a beautifuol thing of flowers w a butterfly thing and a card and a balloon that said its a girl. Mind you ryleigh is 2 months the balloon is still floating. It was in our kitchen after I cut if off the flowers. NO LIE it is now upstairs and Ed nor I touched it. I thought her took it upstairs and he thought I took it upstairs. It just floats in her room usually above her crib. ITS SOOOO CREEPY!!!!!!!!!
Well Ryleigh is getting sleepy so time for bed night!
Monday, April 18, 2011
My best friend, my hero, my husband
June Ed and I will be married a year already and I seriously cant believe it. Seems like we have been threw so much as a couple already. I know people doubted us and the things we did but look how it worked out. People thought we were stupid for getting married so fast. But honestly you just know when its right. Ive thought it was right with other people but it always turned out crappy. Not with him I just knew. And we got pregnant so fast and I know people were even more shocked. Well some people ran their mouths like that's why we got married. Well that's not true because we didn't find out till fathers day which was a couple weeks after he left for FMTB. But look at us now. We have came so far. Not once have we ever listened to what people say because at the end of the day they are not what matters. We have each other. I cant even begin to explain the feelings I have towards him. When he says I love you I feel like its the first time all over again. I didn't even know it was possible to have those same feelings for someone like the first time over and over again. I never had a person finish my sentences or say the same thing at the same time or say what I'm thinking. And not only do we have each other we have this beautiful little girl that we brought into this world. I look at her and I look at him together and it seriously just melts my heart. She looks at him like I love you Dada your my world. And that means the world to me. Esp bc my dad was always so in and out and still is. So I just cut him off bc now that ryleigh is here I don't want him to talk to me and be around here and then all of a sudden grandpa is gone and shes asking questions. Its not fair to her and I will protect her to the fullest from the world.
For example when she got her ears pierced ed held her bc I was already a nervous mess. After she had such a tight grip on his finger. It was like her saying daddy protect me I need you. It seriously melts my heart. I couldn't be happier with the bond the two of them have. A daddy means a lot to a little girl!
I really want our first wedding anniversary special. And I hope it is. Some days I think how it sucks that we never got to have a actual wedding. And I would love one. But honestly it doesn't matter to me when it comes down to it. All that matters is two people who love each other are one. Hes my best friend the only man who melts my heart. His an amazing father and husband. Hes my best friend my hero my husband : ) I love you love bug! Your my everything
For example when she got her ears pierced ed held her bc I was already a nervous mess. After she had such a tight grip on his finger. It was like her saying daddy protect me I need you. It seriously melts my heart. I couldn't be happier with the bond the two of them have. A daddy means a lot to a little girl!
I really want our first wedding anniversary special. And I hope it is. Some days I think how it sucks that we never got to have a actual wedding. And I would love one. But honestly it doesn't matter to me when it comes down to it. All that matters is two people who love each other are one. Hes my best friend the only man who melts my heart. His an amazing father and husband. Hes my best friend my hero my husband : ) I love you love bug! Your my everything
New Blog!
So today I was re reading my blogs. And at the start of it I wanted it to be just about miss ryleigh. And I noticed I talk more about other things. I decided to make one where I can talk about whatever!! Not going to lie took Bre and Nicole's idea. LoL but they still love me! : )
Ive only got two days with hubby because Friday he got called in to work which sucks. But he's on call so he doesn't have duty. Which I think is much better because duty's are once a month on call he may or may not get called in. This was the first time he got called in since they started this so I really cant complain. Not only that I'm to excited because this is his last week of nights. I miss him being home in the evening enjoying dinner and relaxing and him being there at night to sleep. I'm looking forward to it.
Seems like we have so much fun things coming up.His schedule is a little different with switching and all that. But works out for the best this time anyways. I think that one thing Ive learned don't get to comfortable bc military is never set it stone with anything. He is off Easter Sunday which I'm excited because this is our first Easter together. We are probably going to church on base. We have similar matching shirts (lol we've became "that" couple) And back home to cook and another corpsman is coming to eat with us. I always want Ed to invite whoever bc who wants to be alone w out family on a holiday? I wouldn't want to be. Its no inconvenience to us we like company. And we have two families our blood family and our military family. Its important for everyone to be there for each other. Any who so after Easter that next week is my birthday blah! lol After 21 you really don't have a lot of b day to looks forward to. Because after 21 you can do anything so whats the big deal lol. For my bday I said I wanted to go to the zoo. Ive been dying to go and that would be the perfect weekend. Its funny now how bdays I don't want to go out any party. Like my 21st bday that was a whole week work of celebration lol. But now I just want to do something as a family. Theres also Holland happenings here w a street fair that weekend. So its going to be lots of fun and I'm sooooo excited!
The Navy has been demanding a lot of Ed lately so it'll be nice that we get some family time together. Which is so much needed. We miss him. And I have a routine w ryleigh every night and I'm looking forward to him being apart of that now. It'll be so nice! Looking forward to it : )
Ive only got two days with hubby because Friday he got called in to work which sucks. But he's on call so he doesn't have duty. Which I think is much better because duty's are once a month on call he may or may not get called in. This was the first time he got called in since they started this so I really cant complain. Not only that I'm to excited because this is his last week of nights. I miss him being home in the evening enjoying dinner and relaxing and him being there at night to sleep. I'm looking forward to it.
Seems like we have so much fun things coming up.His schedule is a little different with switching and all that. But works out for the best this time anyways. I think that one thing Ive learned don't get to comfortable bc military is never set it stone with anything. He is off Easter Sunday which I'm excited because this is our first Easter together. We are probably going to church on base. We have similar matching shirts (lol we've became "that" couple) And back home to cook and another corpsman is coming to eat with us. I always want Ed to invite whoever bc who wants to be alone w out family on a holiday? I wouldn't want to be. Its no inconvenience to us we like company. And we have two families our blood family and our military family. Its important for everyone to be there for each other. Any who so after Easter that next week is my birthday blah! lol After 21 you really don't have a lot of b day to looks forward to. Because after 21 you can do anything so whats the big deal lol. For my bday I said I wanted to go to the zoo. Ive been dying to go and that would be the perfect weekend. Its funny now how bdays I don't want to go out any party. Like my 21st bday that was a whole week work of celebration lol. But now I just want to do something as a family. Theres also Holland happenings here w a street fair that weekend. So its going to be lots of fun and I'm sooooo excited!
The Navy has been demanding a lot of Ed lately so it'll be nice that we get some family time together. Which is so much needed. We miss him. And I have a routine w ryleigh every night and I'm looking forward to him being apart of that now. It'll be so nice! Looking forward to it : )
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