Letter to Ryleigh

I have a notebook that I write to ryleigh I have done this since I was pregnant and still do. But I want to write one on here also.

  To my dear sweet baby girl,
  You have changed our lives forever more then you will ever know. From the minute I found out I was pregnant I loved you. You make me so very happy each and everyday and I love seeing how you grow and your learning so many things. Every morning when I go and get you up you crack a huge smile as I say good morning sweetie and that makes my whole day. Everything you do makes me so happy. I love when you get up from a nap and you still have sleepy eyes and I pick you up and you just cuddle on me. You hold on to my shirt like you never want me to leave. I never knew I could love someone so much. The feeling is nothing I can put into words. I promise to always be the best mommy to you. Im so thankful God has gave us you. Its the best gift ever. I love you with all that I have and Im so very proud to be your momma. You have my heart forever.

Love you forever and always Mommy

So I just need to vent. Im so tired of hearing about people and how they dont have money. Ok like I understand people have hard times and I know kids are expensive. But sitting on your facebook and saying how you have no gas no food no nothing to do anything fun is annoying. Plus on top of it seems like they mooch off other people to do stuff with their kids. Okay so you dont have money why go all over facebook and tell everyone to me you want them to feel bad. And if for some reason I was in that place I would find something fun for me kids to do. And why would you want them growing up stressing with you about not having money? Freaking do crafts go outside do something instead of bitch. And I think if you need help then you deff should use it. Thats what its used for. BUT theres a fine line between that and abusing the damn system. Maybe Ohio should change their ways of how you get welfare. They will pay for you to go to school so why not? Theres a difference between needing help and living off of it. If you lost your job or something happens then fine but for years is a little crazy. I dont care if ppl get pissed over this is crazy to me. Grow up! The End :)