"We should all start to live before we get too old. Fear is stupid. So are regrets." -Marilyn Monroe

  I havent got a chance to write everyday. Now that I have time I can update. I thought this quote fit today since people believe the world will end. Honestly Im not going to lie it does scare me. I wouldnt be telling the truth if I said the thought of everything gone doesnt scare me. But do I think it will happen right now? No. Reasoning being God said only he will know the day and hour it will happen. Not even Jesus will know till the day of.  I personally do not want to live everyday of my life worrying. Why? What for? Does it get me any where? Absolutly not. People love to see other people scared and get worked up. This was suppose to happen how many times before. What was suppose to happen at midnight for new years in 2000? I will say though it makes me see even more how much I love my family and friends. I miss them so much! And also makes me see how truly blessed I am to having an amazing husband who would give me the world if he could. We also have an amazing beautiful healthy baby. Who makes me happy each and everyday and I love seeing her grow. So to wrap this subject up Im going to keep living and not worry.

  Ryleigh is growing up so much and so fast! Im trying to take it all in as much as possible and enjoy this time I have with her. They are only babies for so long and seems like that stage goes so fast! Its weird I feel like Ive been a mom forever and I have this down pretty good but she only 3 months. She now is rolling over! She will even try to roll over when shes on my chest. Its like ill show you mom lol. Shes so darn cute. Shes seems like she is finally getting some kind of hair! Just light.

 Starting to June 1st ed is off for 6 days! Only 6 but itll be nice to be the 3 of us spending time together. And I know that he really needs a break from work. Were getting our pictures done. And maybe getting our fishing license so fishing maybe a day or to. Which be nice and relaxing. And would like to spend another day pulling weeds and putting in some pretty flowers. Which cant wait for. Also June 2 nd is our anniversary! we will be married one year! Already I cant even believe it. Its so amazing. Hes truly my best friend.

 Im so excited for all of Ryleighs first coming up! July 4th is right around the corner. Ed gets off that day and 2 days after. So we decided to have ppl over and hopefully if the weather is nice grill out then all go to fireworks. Which will be so fun!! And then fall will be here before we know it! First thanksgiving and Halloween and Christmas! We LOVE Halloween and I cant wait to dress her up. So many exciting things going on! Were hoping to make it back home August. As long as eds leave gets approved. Which is excting so she can meet everyone! Ahh feels good to catch up on writing lol. xoxo mel

Been a while

 I haven't got the chance to write in here in a while. Its been busy around here! Been enjoying outside a lot when the weather is nice and not raining. Ryleigh is getting so big. I cant believe she is 3 months today! I get emotional over it. Mainly bc when I was nine weeks pregnant they were telling me it was looking like I had a miscarriage. And now look shes 3 months nice and healthy. She makes my whole day. My first mothers day was nice and relaxing. Ryleigh got me a card that made me cry. And I was hinting around that Ive been wanting a key necklace forever. And I also wanted something that was Ryelighs birthstone. But with her being due so close to end of Feb I kept saying my luck I would get something and her be a week late and born in march. So I got a key necklace and the top of the key is her birthstone. I love it. Its so amazing being  a mom. It truly is the best feeling. The love I have for her is something I cant even put into words. She means the world to me. Of course my husband also lol. On April 30th we have been dating for a year already . Even though we have known each other for a lot longer then that. And on June 2nd we have been married for a year and I cant believe it! It has went so fast and I'm so thankful for everything. I'm glad I found the person I'm ment to be with forever. Its the most amazing feeling. Whats funny other relationships seem to die down after some time. But not ours. I still miss him to pieces everyday when he goes to work. I still have that butterfly feeling when he says something sweet to me. My heart still melts when he says I love you to me. Its the best feeling in the world. I look at myself today and where I am in life and I could not be happier. I have a wonderful family who I get to spend everyday with.  People think when you become a wife and parent your life is over like no more fun. But me I don't think that at all. We do family things together and that to me is fun. I wouldn't change it for the world!